Even If

When one falls in-love with God, she feels that she is God’s favorite. She is well-loved and well-taken care of, as if she’s the only person on earth. She would feel as if his eyes are fixed on her and for her alone. God’s love is individual and personal. He is a jealous God but he will also make sure not to give her anything to be jealous about. Once you fall in-love with him, you will never doubt if he really loves you. You will know it deep and too well in the heart of your heart. Once she enters a relationship with her Lord, she will feel, know and believe that she is deeply and passionately loved - desired all the days of her life and beyond forever. When Miriam envied Moses intimacy with the Lord, (Numbers 12.1) the anger of the Lord burned against them (Numbers 12.9). She envied Moses relationship with the Great I am. We will only be as intimate with God as we choose to be. (J. Oswald Sanders). It’s always the person’s choice, to stay close or to stay at a distance. Where you are right now is where you want to be. As with hell and heaven. We choose to go to hell and it’s our choice to go to heaven. It is your choice and God does not have favorites. But as he has promised in Jeremiah 29.11, He will be found by those who really seek Him. Come near to God and he will come near to you. (James 4:8 NIV).