Around The Stillness Of Time

March 15, 2007

10:27 AM

Dear Father,

I just want to say hello to You up there. And say that I love You. Whatever sacrifices I will lay down your arms in this lifetime will never be enough to what You have given up for me. And for that, I surrender my heart to You. I want to love You and just be in your loving arms… so close that I will feel Your heart beating against mine. I want to make You happy…. You love me like no one ever could. I’ve learned to let go of my life - if that is what it takes for me to be with You. You are my home now. You are my family. You are my Father. You are the love of my life. All of my dreams and secret wishes become shadow in the light of Your glorious presence. It is true, I fall short of Your divinity… so I am grateful that You forgive my frailties. No one has ever accepted me - definitely a ruin package. I didn’t amount to anything when You found me, but You picked me up and hugged me passionately. How could I turn my back then from You? How can I forget that One great heart? I feel You all around me. My life revolves around the stillness of time. Beyond this kingdom on earth is the peaceful haven, it is where You are and I want to be with You. Be with me and let me experience You in greater heights, capture me with Our love for each other Father. I want to make You smile. Let me make You happy. Because my happiness is You.

Loving You gives me the courage, being loved by You gives me the strength. The eyes of this world may not perceive what I have with You and may not understand me. But all of it are just like withering leaves… swept to be forgotten. I am with You now, that is all that matters.

Staying in Your arms.