In this Sacred Silence

An avalanche of sadness which is covering up the surface of this heart has been drowning every part of me. I am simply sad.


Psalm 77:1
I cry out to God without holding back.
Oh, that God would listen to me!


But this will soon fade. You will once again shower me with joy and will give a new meaning to the word rejoice. I worship you in different stages of my life, Father God. I worship now in this sacred silence. I want to go up there with you and hide in your arms. Father, cover me with the banner of your love. I need you tonight. I need you for the rest of my life. Hide me and keep me safe. I just don’t know where to turn and what to think. Let me be the daughter, the lady, the servant that you want me to be. Not this naïve, bewildered me. Give me the courage to face trials and overcome. I need that kind of heart. I will wait. Take this ill feeling away.