My Nothingness

Heavenly Father,

I come to you today, humbly asking for your mercy and grace. Be magnified. I ask for the forgiveness of my sins. I ask that you have mercy over my life. I have nothing. I am nothing. I am not sure of tomorrow. The only thing I am sure of in this world is that you will always love me. And for that, I am assured I will be alright. I have nothing to give you but my nothingness. Take my life. I surrender my heart's desire to you. You are more than enough. I will declare it now, and for the rest of my life... I love you.. not because I should, but because I simply do. I adore you.

Forever grateful.

Overflow

Father God,

I worship you today in my life. I exalt your wonderful name and I lift your name up upon the heavens. You are great and you do great and wonderful things. I exalt you on high and I bring glory to your name. Nothing is impossible with you. You are awesome in my heart. You are worthy of praise forever. Continue to move in my life and in my world. Let your purpose be fulfilled as I surrender my whole life into your powerful and loving hands. I glorify you Father God in my life. I pray and ask for the forgiveness of my sins. Redeem me from all of the fowler's snare. Make me fix my eyes on you alone and be forever magnified in my life. Cleanse me within and let springs of living water flow in my life and let your love overflow throughout the world, through your Spirit.

My Hiding Place

Heavenly Father,

You are my hiding place. Shelter me from the storms of life. Help me and embrace my heart. I pray for those in need. I pray for those struggling right now. Strengthen them and hold their hearts. Help those in pain, and quiet their spirit today, for your mercies are new every morning.

Love,

I Don't Have A Back-Up

Father God,

I give you everything. I am yours. Everything I have, you can have. I don't have a back-up. You're the only One I have.

Silence Says It All

My room.

September 14, 2007

11:06 pm

God

The Throne of the Almighty

Heaven

Dear Father,

I definitely don’t want to practice writing sad stories here because I don’t want to remember. Father, you know that you’re the only one I can lean on. I’m having or I’ve been having one of the toughest moments. But I chose to divert my attention. Now, help. It’s yours. I don’t want to live in agony nor fear. You said, blessed is the man who trusts in you. So here I am. Trusting you. I may sound hopeless, but people, though sad to admit needs to be hopeless many times just to remember your being the God of the impossible. I may have people around me, but at the end of each day, before I close my eyes, in my heart, I know you’re the only one for me. I’ve shed a great amount of tears this past season, so writing you this time is waterless. I guess, this is not a letter of complaint but a letter of submission. You are the chief engineer. You are the master planner. I always remember what you said to me on my way home “hindi kita pababayaan”. I believe you. These tough times will pass. I trust you. And after the storm you will rebuild Israel. So here I am, a ruined Israel. Ready to be rebuilt. Gather the stones Oh Father. Embrace my soul. Tears are superficial. But silence says it all.

And I don’t care what people say to me about “us” because the way I discovered you is just specially between us. You taught me yourself, although painfully. I need scars to remember. Protect me Father in heaven.

Holding on to You alone,